WIN SGD cash and Reebonz credit .

I'm still doing my essay assignment , and I'm so sick of thinking . So , I open up Reebonz.Com to view the latest event .

Not much event . 

Then I saw this thing , Actually I've seen it at HamisJalika's blog . IT IS interesting , but Im not interested . 

Simply because I know I'm not creative and designing matchin things is so not me .

I dont know the trend . But still I decided to give it a shot . 

But then I realised , it's almost closed . The submission date is on 17FEB11 . 

If Im rajin enough , I'll try to design something out of this bags later at night . 

Perhaps I'll get inspiration after having my dinner . 

I am not a racist .

I am not a racist , I am not a good muslim . But I believe that everything happens for a reason . And the reason is all because of Allah . Allah sayangkan semua umatnya . Maka dengan itu pelbagai undang undang serta tatacara kehidupan diberi . Actually we Muslims should be grateful that we have Al-Quran to guide us to better life . I'm not good at this , I certainly don't have much knowledge on this . But I really believed that whatever that have been stated in the Al-Quran is good for us . And it is to protect us , to make us a better person .


For instance , the worshipping and celebrating and woo-hoo-ing over Valentine's Day . When I was younger , I was one of the people who are obsessed with Valentine's Day . I find it exciting to celebrate it . I really thought it was cool . But as I grow up , I learn that it is a wrong thing to do . And as Muslim I shouldn't be celebrating it , or be over-joy . And I should be thankful that I have so many great teachers and awesome mom to guide me . I've been in a relationship before , and always look forward to celebrate Valentine's Day . Then I start to seek info on whats so cool about VD actually ? And why do everybody go crazy just because of it . The sales of red roses starts to boom , as well as the price . Necklaces are all sold out , and on the day itself , two peoples are holding hands , lovebirds everywhere .


Sometimes I just dont get it , kenapa orang yang don't have the knowledge about who is Valentine and whats Valentine's Day ? Do they celebrate it just to fit in and to be COOL ? That is so wrong , so kindergarten I tell you . And and , like I said , Im not a racist . But I really don't like it when other races makes a bias statement when the Muslims banned VD . This does not apply to them , so why do they want to comment on it . I am really sorry for writing such a sensitive issue . Incase my chinese and indian friends are reading this , I am truly sorry . Please accept my sincere apology . I am not pointing my finger to the races but to certain people . Please do not misunderstand or misinterpret . But I believe that other races should respect the Muslims . We dont celebrate VD because there's no such thing in Islam . And Malaysians , celebrating VD is not our norms okayy .


There are good and logic explanation to why we shouldnt be celebrating VD . Try to think wisely and deeply , push the "it's fun. it's so cool , dont y'know? it's trend" away . Try to put yourself in your parent's shoe .

1. As a parents to a girl, do you like it when you girl loses her virginity ? *teens , i know you would deny this* You sendiri imagine how would you parents react when few months after VD , they discover you big tummy ? You may not have the intention of having sex , but  VD will lead you to it .
2. It is against our religion's practice . Again , I dont have much knowledge about religions , but I strongly believe that every religions taught us to be a good person . Well that doesnt mean people who dont have pre-marital sex is a good person , perfect from head to toe . But I think , the other religions doesnt approve pre-marital sex as well .
3. Hello , VD is sooo not MALAYSIAN . we are not used to this kind of celebration , it is not in our culture and norms . So why are following the "mat salleh" . One thing I noticed about M'sians , we tend to forget our roots and we REALLY LIKE "THUMBS UP" outsiders norms , culture and behaviour and way of living . M'SIANS , please be ourself. 
4. Lots of problem will arise . Boys will run out of money , end up stealing money . Girls would fight over boys . Girls will fight among themselves about the present they get , how romantice their boyfriend are , and so . 

Lots of people out there will say that VD is an important day , everybody finally shows their love and affection to others on that day . LOL ! This is funny ? There's no specific day to show somebody how much you love or appreciate them . There's no specific day where red roses , Godiva chocolates , Thomas Sabo charm bracelet and Harry Winston necklaces are up for grab , are only available on that particular day , a total must have on that day . Nahh , no such thing . They open and are available for 365 days *unless that item are sold out* . 

I really need not to explain longer , everybody knows , wise people could think , unwise people couldn't do the thinking . It's okayy , everybody have their own perception . I dont blame you if you don't want to think the way I do , I'm saying this to give others the consequences and probability of the celebration . And I am against the celebration 100% , not because I don't have any boyfriend that could buy me jewellery , buy me expensive exclusive dinner , but it is against my religion, I want to protect my virginity , protect my family's pride , and it is not part of my culture . 

my audience ke ? Betik gila lah

* click on the photo for better view *

I really dont know what this is , but this looks fun . Not the numbers obviously , but the countries stated . Does it means that I have my own audience from few different countries ? OhMiGod . Unbelievable right ? But duhh this thing is nothing but a crap thing . Do you believe this ? Well I dont . Anyway , Happy Chinese New Year dear bloggers and blog-walkers :) 

ingin putus saja , sudah tak bisa . "eh eh , menyanyi sudah."

Tajuk kemain panjang , content hampesh . Just nak post video yang I found on youtube .

 Lagu Ingin Putus Saja by Gamaliel Audrey Cantika . Sedap sangat lagu ni . Cant stop playing it . And I cant stop from looking for other videos yang ada lagu ini . 

This is the original lyric video , by gamal . 

This one is live show . 

Suara Audrey macam a little semput , maybe sebab dorang keep on dancing . Kalau tak menari , it would be boringg kan .  Tapi Gamal punya stamina still tiptop . 

While this one is during some showcase . 

Sangat adore suara Cantika . Sedap sangat , If her voice is a chocolate . I'll be fat boy then . 

Urrr that sounds so wrong -.-' , sigh . 

Love the way they sing , their song , their voice and stuff , love what they're wearing as well . Sangat cute . and btw , I sangat like outfit si Gamal masa live show tu . Smart sangat and the hair do suits him well . Let's hope they berjaya to achieve whatever they want . And fyi , they started singing dalam youtube je . And one of the top video was a video of them singing Just Dance by Lady Gaga . Be sure to google them as well as listen to them , either from my post or youtube.com . Anyway , I've their song on my Music Player :) 

*Saja kelam kelam* 

haq the movie 2010

Pronounce as HULK but it's nothing close to that green vicious creature . It's a local movie . I dont know much about the movie . But what I can say (after watching the trailer) , it looks very interesting . I am soooo gonnna watch it at the cinema . But the thing is I dont know when is the screening . I saw the poster at GSC Pavilion that day , but it doesnt look that interesting to me that day . Later on as I heard the advertisement on the radio , I find it very interesting . 

Well , this is the trailer . Do enjoy it (macam biasa tkde ayat lain) .

Bila dia keluar will be update as soon as I got the news . So thats it for now :) 

my future sony ringtone

I found this song in youtube . Can't remember how , but I've downloaded it and gonna transfer it into my phone in the morning . Really like it  , like a lot . 

Anyway , I'm now watching Tangkai Jering . Watched it at the cinema before , but then I remembered that Farid Kamil had a few scenes in it . So I simply want to watch it again for the i dont know how many times . I love you Farid Kamil . Handsomeeee sangat . 

pink sunday

This isn't about the pink ribbon or pinky toes or pinky lips but pinky hair who goes black once in a while . I'm talking about Alecia Beth Moore better known by her stage name Pink which was actually spell as " P!NK " . I was online almost half of the day . Facebook-ing , google-ing for blog template , twitter-ing , youtube-ing . After listening to I whip my hair back forth " whip it real good" over and over again . I scroll down the suggestion and saw several P!NK songs . So , I simply give it a click . First song was , There You Go . It's one of her earliest song . Even I know her through that song . 

It was one of my favourite . The beat is pretty catchy . Love the lyric as well . Right after that I changed to Stupid Girls . The music video is really funny but it's partly a fact . I used to sing this song during my schooling days . Because you can see that there are different types of girl , some are stupid some are smart . There's a total different meaning between the two word . People who are really smart but has terrible social status is considered as stupid , and sometimes are called geeks . While people who are not intelligent at all are called smart because of their physical . The definition are pretty much the same to most people . 

"Maybe if I act like that, 

flipping my blonde hair back
Push up my bra like that, 

I don't wanna be a stupid girl"

I never want to be a stupid girl . Better be a geek rather than an idiot . 

Another song from P!nk as well . I like the song ,I dislike the music video . Especially the naked-cover-me-with-petals . I think they are much better without having to run naked .  Nothing much about that song . What I like about P!NK's song is that it's different from all her song . And she tries to tell the world the truth , from her own perspective but somehow she sometimes express it in a little harsh way . But it gets to your heart mind easier . 









This is my all time favourite . It is a new song from P!NK , Fuckin Perfect . This song have two version . One if Censored and another one is uncensored version.


And anyway , that's all for now . I hope you enjoy my choice of P!Nk's songs . More videos on youtube.com 


Thank You .

call me mak nenek for not knowing this .

Guess what , I dont know who sang the song 

"I whip my hair back and forth 
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it) 

I whip my hair back and forth 

I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good) 

I whip my hair back and forth "

Omg , I thought it was Nicki Minaj or somebody older than a 11 years old kid . It was Willow Camille Reign Smith . So who she is ? Okayy , a 5 years old kid may be able to answer this , she's a daughter to the Men-In-Black guy and Carla Purty from The Nutty Professor starring Eddie Murphy as the lead actor . It's Will Smith and Jada Pinkett Smith lovely daughter . A younger sister to the Karate Kid , Jaden Smith who was featured in JB's Never Say Never . 

Since my battery is pretty low , imma stop blogging for now . My Pavi night out photos will be upload and blog soon . Perhaps tomorrow . Night peeps , much love :) 

cute kids with huge talent and opportunities

This is a cover made by Kidz Bop Kidz . So cuteee yet so talented . Took them for granted at first . Thought they could not really sing , but they impressed me . I simply wonder if they really are kids . I dont know much about them , but they have this "S Club 7" image . Still remember S Club 7 ? A British group . They have their accounts on VEVO youtube but it's only available on certain country . Too bad malaysians cant subs them as they are sort of banned in M'sia . They are talented , but somehow I think its better to banned them from M'sia or we'll have an enormous problem with the kids . Kids learn bad things fast . 

Whatever it is do check them out . There are several videos of them on youtube.com that can be view , by Malaysians as well . Anyway , I love their version of SweetDream . Duperr cutee <3

Enjoy 

MAKAN : Orang kahwin dishes . Udayam ? Apa itu ?

Masa malam berinai sewaktu abg cherry I kahwin haritu , kitorang dapatlah duduk meja konon VVIP sebab kitorang rombongan lelaki kan . Kelasss gitu . Makanan dia okayy lah menguja kan , tapi tak tipptopp mana . Lepas berjam duduk lepas makan tu , abg cherry makan , dah habis makan abg shaggy dan caterer pihak perempuan tu , bagi lah kitorang melantak lauk pengantin  . And one of the lauk pengantin was udayam . Weird kan , tapi seriously creative creation tapi tak menguja kan . Kalau korang dapat teka udayam tu apa tanpa tengok gambar hebats lah kowangg . 

Tapi apa pun , tetap i nak letak gambar :D hee hee

Tadaaaa . Udayam , udang dan ayam . Udang dalam ayam ? Udang tepi ayam ? Ayam tu dibuat daripada lobak merah . Udang tu masak apa tak ingat sebab tak makan pun . Takut alergi datang , I ni peliks sebab tak boleh makan sangat udang , unless kesegarannya terjamin :D 

MAKAN ; Night Circle Section 11 Shah Alam

I'm a big fan of food , "Yes I know" jawab food . So kali ni , we crashed Night Circle lagi for the second time and urm not bored of it YET . Sebab dekat Night Circle ini ada johorean foodies . Ada brain brain , rice water and macam macam . LOL . Brain Brain is otak otak while Rice water is nasi air or most commonly known as bubur nasi . Bubur nasi yang macam dalam pepatah Nasi dah jadi bubur . 

People , let me introduce you to Satayy , This is the best satayy so far . Far better than Haji Samuri . Daging ayam nya sangat fresh dan empuk malah lazat . *dh macam iklan 

Weee this is nasi air  scratch that , bubur nasi . It is a plain bubur eaten with side dishes of your choice . Dekat Night Circle ini , diorang ada pelbagai side dishes , from seafood to vege . Various type of side dishes and various style of cooking .  Ada udang , sotong , ikan , semua fresh , to be cook according to your tastebud . 

Ini salah satu side dishes yang I dengan shinot order . This is actually sotong kering . Those dried squids . Nama dia sotong goreng cili masam manis . *ye ke?* Entah , but thats how it taste . There's a zest of lime , a little bit of spicy-ness of chilis and toh-ma-toh . 

This is the basic sayur when you eat bubur . If im not mistaken , this is kailan masak kicap . I dont eat vege , so I dont really know their names .

Fried chicken in dark soy sauce cooked to perfection that suits my tastebud . I love the crispy-ness of the chicken and the tenderness of the chicken meat * mcm pengkritik profesional * 

Mana boleh makan bubur nasi tanpa telur masin . Tiada telur masin bermakna ekspedisi ini terpaksa dibatalkan , takde telur masin , saya pun tak lalu makan . Ala ala iklan kicap Jalen yang selalu keluar dengan Sinar Fm Music Retro Terkini . 

Ini pun my favourite , *semua pun favourite sbb tu gumux* . This is tauhu bakar JB ! Weee sedap sedap , tapi sauce dia is too hot for me . So not my cup of tea sangat , probably my jasmine tea . *tiba tiba isu teh -.-'*  Tak boleh nak cari ganti tauhu bakar JB ni . Cuma tauhu bakar acikk cina yang dekat dataran kat JB sahaja yang menghidangkan tauhu bakar yang tipptoppp kelass gitu . Bukan sahaja sauce yang agak pedas , kerangupan tauhu itu sendiri serta amount of kacang drizzle atas tauhu itu is not enough . Jadi tak kick sangat , tapi kalau dah kempunan sangat , boleh lah cuba bagi lepas kan gian tauhu bakar JB . Tapi sekali lagi i ulang , dia tak cukup kick . 

Otak otak ini pulak , tak lah teruk mana . Okay . Dorang jual otak otak pun style JB . Letak atas each table , sebelum kita chaochinchao dorang datang kira berapa banyak sata atau otak otak kita bedal . Tapi hari itu , I makan 3 ke 4 otak otak je . Sebab kurang kick juga . Isi dia banyak tapi rasa dia tak macam otak otak dataran JB dan Restoran Singgah Selalu , JB . Tapi , kalau setakat nak lepas rindu otak otak , boleh lah cuba otak otak Night Circle ini . 

Untuk air , kitorang minum biasa biasa je . As Ive learnt my lesson yang bahawasanya bila saya order air pelik pelik , saya lepas tu kurang nafsu makan . Sebab saya memang kuat minum air , dan bila air tu sampai , saya akan automatically minum dengan laju or in a gulp . Walaupun saya tak dahaga . Its a habit . 

Jadi overall , rating , saya bagi *** and a half bintang *how do i make a half bintang using * ?*  out of ***** . 

Mari ke SEOUL

Sekarang macam macam dah ada dekat Korea Selatan . Pembangunan Korea yang sangat maju telah menandingi Jepun yang suatu ketika dulu pembangunan dia pesat  . Korea juga telah bagi impak besar bagi seluruh penduduk Asia , dan sesetengah penduduk dunia yang lain . Especially by its songs, and movie . Rasanya semua orang sekarang pernah tengok cerita Korea . Kalau dalam family aku ni bukan setakat pernah tengok , tapi addicted to cerita Korea . Alhamdulillah mak aku fasih lah berbahasa Korea sikit sikit . Setakat percakapan seharian tu lulus lah :D Okayy bukan nak cerita pasal mak aku pun sekarang ni .

Apa yang aku cuba cerita kan ialah mengenai Korea , orang kata shopping dekat Korea best . Entah lah, aku belum pernah pergi . Tapi daripada apa yang orang ramai  cerita kat aku , aku yang tak pergi ni pun dah menggila kat rumah dengar cerita orang lain mengenai fenomena negara ni .

Tahun lepas kakak sedara dan makcik aku pergi , perghhh dorang borong macam nak bukak pavillion II kat Ipoh. Banyak tu takyah cakap lah . Berbanyak banyak . Kakak sedara aku beli banyak handbag . Mengikut kata beliau , design kat sana very "up-to-date" . Aku tengok pun terliur sebab memang cantik . TAPI , handbag handbag tersebut tidak mempunyai brand . Kira handbag tu takde mak ayah . Tapi kualiti tip top . Ada sesetengah handbag tu design dia menyerupai yang branded tapi telah di re-buat , dan dikeluarkan tanpa sebarang label . So , kira okayy lah kan . Lagi satu , shopping mall dekat sana yang biasa biasa pun exclusive gila . Kalah pavillion/starhill ofcourse . Dia punya rating macam Ion Orchard Rd , S'pore kot , or maybe more . Aku for sure tak tahu . Tapi kalau nak ikut macam dalam cerita tu , begitu lah gambarannya . Kakak sedara aku juga berkata , kalau orang gaji dua tiga ribu malaysia pun cuma mampu nak beli kat pasar pasar je . Tak mampu beli dekat mall , sebab harga yang mahal bukan sebab currency dia , tapi dia barang itself is expensive . Lagipun dia kata , barang barang korea ni jauh lagi menarik dari yang branded dalam mall .

Tapi maybe ada betul nya , tak semestinya yang dalam mall tu semua elok dan cantik belaka kan ? Baru baru ni pulak saudara aku pergi Korea , dorang pun bagai nak menggila tengok barang barang kat sana . Tapi dorang lelaki , minat shopping kurang . Cuma dorang borong posters and such . Minat sangat kat pemuzik dan artis artis sana . Rasa macam semua orang pun minat muzik Korea , muzik dorang sangat fresh and alive . Walaupun  dorang sebenarnya lip-sync masa live show , hee hee . Kalau tengok dalam tv dan youtube okayy lah , tapi kalau bayar untuk tengok live mesti hampa . Bayar mahal mahal untuk tengok orang lip-sync , baik tengok kat tv , tengok kat konsert pun bukan dapat salam atau pegang . Tapi one thing I must say , dorang sangat talented dalam menari , hampir semua pemuzik Korea boleh menari dengan baik , baik yang muda dan veteran * Encik Ismail dah pesan , golongan "tua" tidak gemar dilabelkan sebagai tua , sebaiknya gelarkan mereka sebagai veteran ataupun elderly dalam bahasa Inggeris, TERIMAKASIH En.Ismail/Ayah :D
*Seperti di atas post ni , aku dah letak satu video sebagai intro post ni . Video tu is mv clip by 2pm . Tajuk lagu is Fly To Seoul BOOM BOOM BOOM . Lagu promo untuk menarik minat para pelancong untuk melancong ke Korea . 2pm ni merupakan salah satu boyband yang boleh kata SANGAT famous bukan setakat dekat Korea , malah Malaysia . Tapi dengar kata , dekat Thailand lagi famous . Sales penjualan album dorang meningkat mendadak macam mercun . Dalam video ni , dorang ada lah tunjuk shopping mall yang bombastic tu , dan paling penting buah hati I dalam video tu hehehe *perasan*

Kalau nak cerita pasal cerita Korea pulak , aku rasa cerita Korea adalah cerita paling menarik dan paling masuk dek akal . Sebab nampak macam dorang sangat buat research bila nak buat satu drama tu , semuanya macam real . Contohnya , kalau dorang nak buat cerita kehidupan seorang kerani , dari wardrobe , rumah , gaya hidup , betul betul macam kerani yang gaji tak seberapa . Unlike cerita kat Malaysia . Kerani pun boleh duduk rumah dua tingkat yang ada swimming pool -.-' Parents aku yang dua dua dulu nya bekerja pun tetap tak mampu . And and , kalau dorang nak cerita pasal orang kaya , terlebih logik . Orang gaji dua tiga orang , kalau cerita tempatan , kadang kadang tak ada orang gaji . Logik ke ? Mana ada logik -.-' Lagi satu , semua pelakon Korea berjaya mengeluarkan chemistry mereka dengan baik sewaktu melakonkan scene scene pasangan bercinta, permusuhan dan such . Im so amazed with hasil lakonan dorang , kalau scene nangis memang menangis betul sampai aku pun nangis samping tumpang sedih . Kalau cerita kita , scene menangis je aku tertawa , sebab bukan nya dorang nangis . Setakat merahkan sikit sikit hidung , letak eye-mo kat mata . Aku taw berlakon tu perkara yang susah , maka dengan itu aku bukan pelakon . Tapi , kalau orang Korea boleh "feel" character dorang dengan so well kenapa tidak pelakon kita ? I guess sebab pelakon kita bukan well-trained . Semua pun pelakon pelakon Maggi hotcup . Lahir dari rancangan realiti tv penuh sensasi , konon sebagai penyanyi but end up being a pelakon . Jadi mana nak datang kualiti nye ?

Lagi mengenai cerita cerita Korea , from what I see , dorang tak pernah lupa root mereka , walaupun mereka dah makin maju tapi mereka masih mengekalkan adat dan budaya and such. Impressive kan , bukan nak kutuk diri sendiri dan negara sendiri , tapi dalam cerita Malaysia , semua pun macam nak "Americano" . Malahan cerita mereka seimbang , ada cerita modern dan ada old folks tale . Kadang kadang ada juga cerita yang mengisahkan zaman peperangan mereka dahulu yang secara tidak langsung member informasi serta meng-educate penononton mengenai sejarah Korea.  Orang Korea ni nampak sangat dorang punya cinta terhadap negara , pertama sekali melalui pemakaian mereka , up-to-date tapi buatan tempatan . Secondly kereta , dalam cerita Korea kebanyakannya mereka pakai kereta tempatan . Bukan macam kita , nak tunjuk kaya je bawak BMW . Tapi ye lah , Malaysia bukan nya banyak kereta exclusive yang boleh lambangkan kekayaan seseorang individu , paling paling pun Proton Perdana .

Rasanya sampai sini kot cerita mengenai Korea , banyak lagi cerita dia , tapi nanti sampai satu page korang baca bosan sangat pulak :) 

Aku post sekali video 2pm & Girls Generation , lagu tema Carribean Bay/Cabi . Carribean Bay ini salah tamn tema air terbesar kat Korea . Amazing tempat dia , dengan slide yang banyak dan macam macam ada .
For more info on whats Korea have to offer , please check Korea's official website .

mood tengah hari

Mood tengahari setelah mengisi kekosongan perut .

Mood sangat lah baik , hari ini cuma bedal half leg ayam mamak dan plain rice with plain water . Pagi tadi , lambat masuk kelas . Lambat bukan lambat sikit , 15minit lambat , sebab pagi tadi basuh rambut , blow lagi , makan KOKO KRUNCH lagi , hantar shinot lagi . Kalau hantar saja tkpe , hantar pergi wastewater treatment plan lepas tu fsg . Lepas tu lari naik tangga ke lab tingkat 4 . Perghhhh , memang macam nak pitam . Kalau jalan elok elok , i might catch my breath , tapi since lari , tak dapet nak memulihkan pernafasan .

Ate lepas tu , kena mewarna bagai , then cafe jap , tunggu orang . Lepak dgn razali dan linda . Lepas tu tukar duduk rumah hijau dengan Linda , Zara , Arfah yang sambung meng-aler . Datang pulak mirot dan lain lain . 

Lepas tu , amik buku dari Iejam , lepas seminit duit ciaoo . Pi beli gam kayu nak gam kasut yang malas nak pi hantar untuk pembaikan . Beli mamak , balik rumah . 

Biar pun hari berganti hari , 

Kau tetap ku nanti .

sedih sedih sedih

Betul betul letih tengok belog aku yang suram terlampau dengan post post yang beladi sedih . Tapi what to do , belog ni tempat aku luahkan perasaan , tanah tumpahnya tangis ku . 

Semalaman aku tengok Eiffel...I'm In Love . 

Esok takde class , so malam ni nak layan Apa Artinya Cinta ? 

Apa itu CINTA ? Ada apa dengan CINTA ? Apa hebatnya CINTA ?

Mak dah bebel , aku dah lama tak menulis . Macam mana nak jadi penulis , malas betul nak berlatih . 

English pun dah tonggang terbalik . Apa nak jadi . 

Bukan aku taknak sambung menulis . Ilham tak ada , mana aku boleh pura pura ada idea untuk menulis balik . Cerita yang aku tulis dulu tu pun entah mana . Tulis tangan pulak tu , Mahal doh . Letih tulis . Ingat nak buat part 2 cerita tu , tapi dah lupa sikit sikit details of the story . But nevermind , gonna start soon . Bila mood stabil . 

Macam sambungan Eiffel...I'm In Love . 

nak macam ni boleh ?

Sangat suka tengok ending Eiffel I'm In Love . Bukan because of the kissing part . That one is too common dy , tak heran sangat . But for the sweetest words and expressions . There are several parts yang jadi my favourite . Well if I want to tell it in detail , I might as well right a book or maybe produce another movie based on my understanding .

Anyhow what I liked the most is when Tita tried to speak french , and Adit , express his feelings in french too . And he actually lied to her because he had always want her . Which is weird , because no guys can be sure of what or who he wants . Its like guys cant make that kinda decision , and keep it .

Ive been watching this since the past two night . Just cant stop watching it . And finally , last night , I cried , my lungs out . I just want to cry , no particular reason . I just need to let it all out . After watching few parts and listening to some of Imran Ajmain's songs I managed to cry and I feel good , real good .

I envy this girl in the movie , not because she got kissed by the handsome Samuel Rizal , but at least she must've felt loved by him . I sound so pathetic and desperate kan . But recently taktaw kenapa , I miss the feeling being loved , being missed , being cared , being everything by someone who likes me and I liked too . I wonder how does it feel to held someone hands . Will that hand warms me up whenever I feel cold . Someone to cheer me up whenever I feel sad , not really . I have my friends so far , theyre always with me , like all the time , so I'll always have someone to talk to . But urm I'd like to have someone who is "special" , a person who I can tell secrets to, secrets that no friend can know .

Just like the old time . Maybe God the doesnt want me to drift away from my goal/matlamat . I shouldve just focus on whatever Im doing , but I thought of it sometimes only . Not all the time . Im better off alone , at least I dont have to give a brief or detailed report to a officer about what Im doing at that hour . hee hee , thats the best part of being single .

Brush it all away .

In previous post Ive been talking about the methods/techniques whatever you call in wearing eyeliner , and Im so attracted to this Sonia Kashuk application tools . Like the brushes , and some other tools . Well to be honest , I might like some other brand if they have this BENT EYELINER BRUSH . 

I find it handy and interesting , Im sucks at wearing eyeliner . I have this shaky hands problem and the size of my eyelid as well . So , each time I tried to put on the eyeliner it gets ugly , and smudgy . I could never wear it right .  Its one of the hardest thing for me to do . But anyhow , I think , with the help of Sonia Kashuk Bent eyeliner brush , the application of the eyeliner to they eyelid would be as easy as ABC .

These are Sonia Kashuk products which are sold only in Targets . I think so , because when I googled Sonia Kashuk , it alls relates back to Target .

In case you cant see the stuff that Ive mark ,

Memang unbelievable , $9.99 ? OMG , Murah nya , tapi bila convert dia jadi RM33 O.O

Macam nak nangis bila fikirkan yang kita kena convert it according to our currency . Anyhow , from what I heard , this Sonia Kashuk products are one of the best , one of the cheapest too . 

How I wish we have Target in Malaysia . T_T I wanted to buy online , but they dont deliver to Malaysia . Wanted to ask Kak Niar to get it for me , but they dont have Target in San Fransisco T_T 

Guess I'll have to hunt it around again :) 

More products on Target 

For your info , Target is like a hypermarket , the big one , selling loads of stuff . Just name it , they have it . Im in love with target since I was 10. I'm a fan or Barbie Mag Aussie , and most of the items that are published on the mag can be grab at any Target store . 

Im liking this lipgloss product from Lip Smacker , never had the chance to get myself one . They are the reasons why I flew to Melbourne and try my best to go and grab 'em at Target , but mission failed .

Adorable isnt it , this one ( below ) is for skittles lover :) 

Im just gonna stop here , I'll update more if I came across any good products :)

*Clickable photos , for bigger image*

Baris kan mata mu

Thanks to Gorgeous Wadah for posting this inspiring video on facebook . This is definitely not her , but yeah , still thanks to her for posting her and letting me know that there's such thing as "BENT EYELINER BRUSH" . And currently Im busy googling it . I need it like freaking bad , seems like its damn easy to use 

Here are some inspiring videos which could help you in wearing eyeliner right , and make it smudged-free , for fantastic and intriguing eyes .

Be sure to try it , because Im on my way to try it :) 

Based on the above video , I find it super duper easy to put on eyeliner . It is almost accurate and see , no smudged at all . Incredible :) Me lovin it .

While this video Im posting (below) , shows you techniques on how to wear 'em right using the three form of eyeliner which is the eye pencil , eyeliner cream and liquid eye liner .

It is easy indeed .



This video shows you the technique to make a prefect cat eye .

The next video im gonna post is a technique on how to make your eyes looks brighter and larger . And I need to master up this technique as soon as possible because I have a really small eyes really , in case you didn't notice , I always opened my eyes as wide as I could , but when I looked at the mirror I find it very funny because it looks small and sometimes it looks like I dont even open my eyes . So tomorrow , Im gonna head head to town and start my hunting for this few items .

Anyway , check the video out , because its awesome .





This are simple steps to simple but stunning natural look.


For more videos , google or youtube lah sendiri eh :)
Ni saja share sebab alang alang seluk pekasam memang tengah tengok :)

Mari menjahit

Accessories:
How To Make An Inexpensive Ribbon Headband

You can be pretty and different with a little creativity . Who is up for sewing thing ? Count me in . It wasnt one of my interest for sure . But since I find that simple things cost so much , its better for me to do it myself if I could . I always wanted to make myself a sequinned headband , but I got no time and suddenly it all seems so hard when I've already bought all the items . 

After I watched this video , I felt super duper xtra semangat to sew . Cant wait for tomorrow . I got no class tmorrow since Pn.Uzaimah had change our psychology class . It is now on Monday . Right after my Pendidikan Islam class . 

And yeah , I'm excited :) 

Malam semalam .

I cant help but to stalk on your profile . Its not that Im jealous or Im dying to know about you , its just , I want to know whats going on with you . I know I always sounds so stupid . I've moved on *like I always said* but , something kept me hanging on . Im still hoping that you would change , Good for you that youre now in a relationship with someone , doesnt matter . Im much older than the first time I met you , and I believe I knew you so well . I wonder what makes you do that thing again , in the end all of us know that the she'll get hurt , as bad as I did before . I pity them like seriously . I've screwed up my sweet sixteen life , I dont want hers to be upside down like mine before .

She's not my sister not my cousin , we're not even friends , but we're girls . And we girls always understands each other . I dont want that poor kid to face the same thing I had to face and try my best to survive . I know this is silly , but you are the kind of guy who knows how to make girls feels alright . Well thats sucks actually.

Pokoknya semalam mood takde sebab ternampak kau ada mangsa baru . Dan aku sangat kasihankan dia . Well I just should butt out , thats what im doing , sometimes aku masih rasa tertipu . Macam selama ini apa dia cakap kat aku tu apa ? Bila rasa tertipu aku terus jadi ala ala stereotype . Aku rasa macam lelaki semua sama walaupun mereka lain lain perangai .

Aku tengok orang lain semua dah berubah , tapi kau masih keanak-anakan , masih tak dapat nak fikir dengan penuh matang , aku tak pasti itu dilakukan dengan sengaja atau tanpa disedari . Namun yang demikian , aku berharap kau dapat dan akan jadi a better person in future . May all you wish come true , semoga bahagia dengan life yang kau pilih .

Aku tak nafikan yang kadang kadang aku rindu dan boleh kata aku sayang . Tapi aku harus tekan kan disitu bahawa aku tak mahu kita together again , it wont happen and it shouldnt happen . Sebab kita tak sesuai bersama , setiap orang yang saling menyayangi tidak semestinya bersama selamanya tanpa izin tuhan mu . And I believe , youre not my destiny , youre just my favourite past time , and I believe Allah telah susunkan kehidupan yang baik buat aku , dan Insyaallah , lelaki yang bakal aku dampingi turut baik buat diriku . Mustahil allah ingin menjahanamkan umatnya .





Pilihan malam ini ,

Where Do I Begin nyanyian Andy Williams . Ini ialah soundtrack bagi filem Love Story pada tahun 70-an :)
Ini ialah trailer bagi filem tersebut .

Its my privacy baybay .

Im making my facebook photos private . Can only be view by friends only . I dont want any strangers to invade my privacy or anything , because Im currently deleting all the strangers in my friend list . I want it to be a place where I could chat/talk and blah blah with people I know and not some strangers who are freaking me out .