Like always , my decision about going back to Ipoh is always my biggest mistake Ive ever comitted . I was so eager to go back , but my girlfriend wasnt that eager to welcome me . I dont care what people want to say about me anymore , but Im not going back to Ipoh . It hurts me alot to see them excitedly but they just dont bother .
I am dissapointed , so dissapointed , more than words could tell . I was hoping that you guys could spend a little time with me , even if its only for one day , it doesnt matter . But I just want to be with you , my girlfriends . Its not that Im here every single day . I just cant take it anymore .
FYI , Im not jealous with you people because you guys have boyfriends , Im happy for you , but I still want you guys to spend time with me . I could be mean , but I dont have the heart to do so.
Now Im letting you people do what you people want to do . I dont want to say anything more , may karma do its job . What goes around will comes around . I love you guys , but you dont love me . I respect you guys , but you guys didnt respect me . I miss you guys , but you guys didnt miss me . I care but you guys just dont .
Goodbye , with much love <3>
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hey sherry. i know gombak and shah alam is not that far and my friends stayed there also. and they dont have boyfriend before this, and now they do. so everytime i went back to gombak, i was eager just like you to meet them. so eager, words cant explain. but they gave me reasons, tonnes of em. that they were busy making love. and recently i hang out with one of my boyfriends. he said to me that one of my girlfriends bring back his boyfriend here in gombak to show him to to her world, and me is not included. its devastating to know that ppl changed. but hear me, things will get better for ppl like us. my mom always said this, "good things will come to ppl who wait" cheers sherry :)
hey sherry. i know gombak and shah alam is not that far and my friends stayed there also. and they dont have boyfriend before this, and now they do. so everytime i went back to gombak, i was eager just like you to meet them. so eager, words cant explain. but they gave me reasons, tonnes of em. that they were busy making love. and recently i hang out with one of my boyfriends. he said to me that one of my girlfriends bring back his boyfriend here in gombak to show him to to her world, and me is not included. its devastating to know that ppl changed. but hear me, things will get better for ppl like us. my mom always said this, "good things will come to ppl who wait" cheers sherry :)
The exact thing my mom said , but its a real sad thing . And all my other friends said that i should just ignore them , Show them that its doesnt matter if they dont know how to appreciate me. I feel much better now , and i dont really feel like going back to Ipoh for the time being , Im not goin to reply their text or anything until they realise that they didnt respect me . T_T , but ty Zara :)
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