Like always , my decision about going back to Ipoh is always my biggest mistake Ive ever comitted . I was so eager to go back , but my girlfriend wasnt that eager to welcome me . I dont care what people want to say about me anymore , but Im not going back to Ipoh . It hurts me alot to see them excitedly but they just dont bother .
I am dissapointed , so dissapointed , more than words could tell . I was hoping that you guys could spend a little time with me , even if its only for one day , it doesnt matter . But I just want to be with you , my girlfriends . Its not that Im here every single day . I just cant take it anymore .
FYI , Im not jealous with you people because you guys have boyfriends , Im happy for you , but I still want you guys to spend time with me . I could be mean , but I dont have the heart to do so.
Now Im letting you people do what you people want to do . I dont want to say anything more , may karma do its job . What goes around will comes around . I love you guys , but you dont love me . I respect you guys , but you guys didnt respect me . I miss you guys , but you guys didnt miss me . I care but you guys just dont .
Goodbye , with much love <3>