I'm still upset with myself, Im wondering why did God punish me this way . It hurts me badly this time. Everything is just so upsetting. I feel so lost, couldnt find myself. I lose my strength. Im not positive anymore,
I wonder where SHERRY / Sheriza Kamal went, she's long gone and I miss her . I lost him, my confidence, strength, trust, passion . I dont want this chicken sherry who is scared of everything, she lets everything gets into her way. It drives me crazy . I feel pity for myself. Ive been crying for hours and continuously, though I know it wont help.
Im such an idiot . Im a real LOSER ! BOO ME !