Crying - is it worth it ?

I know its not worth crying over somebody who never care for you, but its really upsetting ?

Is it really annoying or bugging you if someone cares for you ?

I missed you, so much. Missed the old you.

Missed you who I can talk and ask about anything,

You who I can be whatever I wanna be without worry.

You who I can rely on.

You who I can share about my parents.

You who always sing to me.

You who always makes me smile and pissed a little.

You who used to care for me.

You who used to play with me.

Ohh boy, I miss it very much. Mucho mucho miss.

Ive been trying to think positively, but I just cant.

I cant lie to myself when I know the definite fact.

Each song we sang together and for each other means a lot .

I know there's something else lying inside.

Im willing to wait.

I dream of you, like most of the time.

Its not worth it to cry, but I just cant help it