Currently feelin uncertained about something . Something that I cant be sure of. I dont know why . But I definitely hate that feeling . Its making me sick . Sick sick sick . I dont know what am I thinking or wanting or anything. Sometimes I'll think of J , sometimes A sometimes M and sometimes about other stuff. Im losing my focus .
Im not sure of what I want, what I need . I just dont know . I need an answer . Im feeling happy but that feeling last for a while only. Im not happy with anything . All I want is everything to be like before. Before any bad thing happened to me because Im effin sick of it .
I want my life back, and I want to be misery-free. Please .