date at nite

Between the needs to keep a relationship alive and pride & ego.
Which one would you choose?
I would choose pride & ego, partners can be find at any time.
But tonight I had just put my ego aside.
Impressive, I know.
Couldnt believe it too at first,but this is what they call the power of love.
Monkey didnt make any mistake actually but I just felt irritated, annoyed and upset because Ive told monkey for lotsa time.
I know that monkey isnt mad or jealous of me going out with my boyfriend.
But monkey promised to send me home, instead of sending me home, monkey dropped me at PARADE, and I went home by cab :(
I should've gone back with HIM.
:( waaaaaaaa
got scolded by mom for going back by cab :( *shitt !
Then around 8, there monkey is. In front of my gate again. Im sick of it(KONON)
I didnt even change my clothes since I got home,
so I went to see monkey with m shirts and jeans on.
And actually I havent pack my stuff for tmr.
*shitttttttt
Mom would kill me if she knew this haha
Thought of asking monkey in so I could pack while monkey reads or anything.
Suddenly monkey pulled me in and asked me to tell mom that we're going out for a sec, but its a total LIE.
We didnt go out for a sec actually. hihi
went to greentown, buy me ribena and break, and scold me like hell.
then we go jalan jalan the whole town ipoh . wooohooo
reach home got scolded again by mom.
but it doesnt matter i had fun with my b just now