Sunday, October 25, 2009

walking alone in the dark

One of my biggest fear is losing my love ones, family, friends and monkey. I know Im going through a phase where Ill be a half-adult. Im not afraid of moving far away from my family because I know I can do it. The only thing that Im afraid of is, losing monkey, unable to see monkey everyday, having monkey on the line each and every nite. The worst part, being forget.

What if monkey and I got lost contact. or or maybe monkey had erase me from his life. What do I have to do. I know we made promises, but those words dont really mean a thing.

In the mean time I dont want to be a kid anymore. Im pretty much confuse here. Im gonna miss everything, those drama team, my club members, teachers, semua orang yang pernah paint my life with those bright and dark colours.

Im not that strong , I know that


*currently listening Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word - Elton John.

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