Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Between glad and sad

Should be laughing merrily or be a little upset when the news is like how I've wished for months ? I don't want to be mean but in the mean time I don't want to live underneath her shadow. I want you to love and do me as me, not as her. Things that kept me worrying so much was when you said the way you fall for me was the exact way you fell for her. But things are much different now I supposed, she ditch you two years ago. I bet you got no problem with that. I bet, well it's all my bet.

I don't know, she's seeing somebody else and you got me. Isn't it fair enough for the four of us. I do understand the missing part. But it's all over and she's over you and you should be over her by now. I need to stop questioning my status to you. But you never make it stop.

I need you think of me only, please. Am i that selfish if I force you to forget your past ? I'm not jealous with your past, but when those things kept you wondering and remembering I starts to wonder who am i to you .

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