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The moment i thought I know you, actually I know nothin about you. The minute I realised you're so important to me, actually you're never that important to me. The hour I thought I love you, finally I realised I don't even know what love is.

I can never find an easy way out from any of my problem that I caused. I didnt google for the problems, but the came to me like fans. Frenzie fans. Hahaha

Each time I see you, I thought I had the strength to face you, but the minute you show up. I turned into a chicken. Coward, I know. Couldnt help myself . I can't even hear you calling me because each time I hear your voice my heart drops.

I tried to find my strength but I'm such a chicken. What is left to do ? Nothing . I know I shouldnt give in but some people said its the best thing to do.

But for some, I should give them a lesson or two. I don't know. I'm at the veryy end of a cliff. The rocks had fallen, all I have to wait is for me to fell like those rocks . I wish I'm a bird. That could fly away and have no worries. I dont need to think about people's thoughts and stuff.

But things are never easy no matter what we are. If I thought suicide could help. Frankly speaking I really am stupid. If I thought I'll set the pain free by crying I really am sick.

Everyday I think of this. And still I'm finding ways to live my life in a happy way, but I don't wanna live a boring life.

So, what shall I do ? Sit and wait for tomorrow to come and offer me brighter sun ?