Well, eversince we fought, we never had a chance to go out and spend times together. Actually we did spent one day together, it was last week. Its supposed to be a good day but it turn out to be one of those bad days. We talked for hours and I ended up crying and torn apart. So did he/she I guess, because that fella bang the door :D
I didnt mean it okayy. I didnt even say a word to her/him but he/she got upset easily, what to do ?
HEES~
So, we went to place where we used to hang out together. Everything seems to be exactly the same but except for us. I know people change and gotta change but he/she changed into a complete monster/alien to me. I feel like I never knew her/him before. Its weird when you're so used to be damn closed with the fella then both of you change into complete stranger.
I know its probably because we had the thing and he tried to hide/deny it but still we could be like before. Its for few days only, its not like forever.
He no longer love me like before, hold me like how he used to, let me married his warmth like how it is before. I know I gotta move on and keep going when he wants to go for a change. I don't think I know him now. The longer the "anything" we had the more I think I don't know him.
What should I do when its so hard to let him go? I couldnt bear the pain. Too hard to let go, but guess thats the only thing that I could do. Somebody gotta lose, though its totally not my fault, gotta keep the distance.
things never went right for us. I should have known :(
[*tears rolling down my cheek =.= ]
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