this is how life goes.

I always had this thought when I was a little bit younger. Life is complicated in times. but the reason it became more complicated is ourselves. I spent every night thinking how my life would be without a friend. But sometimes I think I'll live a better life without few of them. They could be destructive in times for their own sake. What makes people became so selfish anyway? It's just hard to understand how my two bestfriend could betray me for their own love relation sake. Why boys are always important to a girlfriend. I kinda sick of sometimes. I'm not trying to judge people here. I'm just wondering why do people get so serious with a stupid kind of relation at this age. So many things to do. I had been in this relationship for 10 months and I got dumped after the 10months. Some people said I'm just jealous because I got dumped. But I dont think it that way. I do feel devastated over the past. But whats past is past. Live a new Life. Whats so important having a boyfriend. but nahh, not many take it like I did. Anyhow, life is great and I'm living a great life for now