sincerity nd honesty

I'm talking from the bottom of my kinda broken heart. In everyday life, all I heard is just a stupid lie. From everybody. Not just from friends. I admit sometimes I did the same thing. but is it fair for people to keep on lying to me? Or am I asking for too much? I wish for nothing except sincerity and honesty. Is it that hard to make my wish come true? How would u feel, if you're cheated every single hour? Knowing somebody you trust did betray you? It is hard for me to trust anybody now. Shall I say that I'm kinda phobia with it. It does scares me though its a small matter. What makes it so hard for people to be honest? I hate looking like an idiot everytime I've been cheated. i'm making my mind up every time about everything. But how to deal with it? A cheater will always be among the people you put your trust to. A cheater will always be a great persuader. They kept on persuading and hahh sweet talk like they always did. Okayy, its not so big deal if its a simple matter. But when it comes to serious matter, lying will do break peoples heart and make them loss their trust to anybody. this can happen to anybody. I experienced this thousand times. Though I'm too young for a confession or shall I say heart to heart session like this one, but I already had more than enough. More than what I should felt now, as a young kid. I'm not trying to brag. but I'm just wondering when will something like this will ever stop? Lastly, I do believe in karma. Whatever 'they' did to me, 'they' will get the better payment. Maybe not now, but who ever knows it might be in the future? Unless you got an ultimate psychic power.